My sincere apologies for not updating my blog for such a long time. Not because I was busy or anything, well, I don't really had the mood to. Even now, I don't even know what to write but one thing for sure, it's about a new movie that sends all vampire and werewolf fans to cloud nine, The Twilight Saga : New Moon.

Thursday, 26th of November 2009, was the first day New Moon was aired in Malaysia. Since I'm not a crazy fan or anything, not like it's because of that, I went to watch on the next day with PY. And let me tell you, when I got to cinema ( after a whole shouting and complaining and scolding session from my dad ), it was packed like sardines and the people lining up for tickets was wow!

Anyway, in the cinema, I can say it was a full house! Unfortunately like how I suspected, nobody shouted or cheered when Jacob took off his shirt showing off his abs! And same thing with Edward! What the?! So instead, I just gasped, and since PY and me were in Team Jacob, we went to cloud nine seeing him shirtless and all. I mean, he was really cool!

But the sad thing was, Bella did not chose him, obviously, because she was in love with Edward. And honestly, their love for each other, Edward and Bella, was beautiful. You could really see it when Bella shouted in pain every night after Edward left her, it showed how much she loved him. And to me, this is rare. And I hope to find one myself too.

Another sad thing was the ending. Yes people, the ending of the movie was what they call a technique to keep all the fans waiting and anticipating for the next movie.

So in my view, New Moon was not that bad except for the ending. Can't wait for the next movie to come!

These few days have been a bit tiring for me.

First of all, thank you very much Vivien for lending me the Friends series. I shall work hard to finish it before our next meeting!

Secondly, my grandma fell ill. Not good news, and gosh, do people fall sick easily nowadays. Anyway, I was visiting her and guess what I saw? Galaxie magazine! And more, with Edward's cover instead of Jacob's! So there you have it, my grandma supports Edward not Jacob cause she said Jacob's too young! No worries, I'm still on Team Jacob! And grandma, hope you recover soon!

Third, can't wait for tomorrow! Going to watch New Moon with Phooi Yuee!

Sorry for not updating my blog. Well, life has been far too weird lately, God must be joking. No one ever said teenage life was supposed to be easy anyway.

Anyway, I want to talk about a tournament I attend recently, it shows us how ugly mankind can be just to get power and title.
So me and dad went from The Pearl of Orient to the mainland, just to support our competitors, and dang did we ended up disappointed.
First, the tournament started at 10am, when it was supposed to start at 8.30am. Even greater, they actually stopped for a rest for like 1 hour plus after just 3 rounds! And on top of that, they are so unfair! Oh well, what can we do? We're in other people's state anyway.

To summarize it all, the tournament sucks. Really practically literally technically sucks. They should not even invite other states to compete if they're so scared of losing.

Plus the hotel we lived in, its not even like a hotel, its more like a motel. Oh well, what can we complain about? Pity dad, he had to catch up with the others who were driving so fast. Next time, ain't gonna go anymore..Its a total waste of time and money

Currently updating from Kedah, at a hotel called 3G Hotel. Here for the tournament that we were invited to. Turns out it was a big disappointment, for us anyway.
Tomorrow will be the last day though.

Happy Holidays!

Happy Holidays people! The schooling days for the year 2009 has finally come to an end! Although it is over, I don't really look forward to 2010 as I will be in Form 3! Oh well, sooner or later it has to come anyway. So, might as well don't avoid it right? Hopefully I can finish revising all my Form 1 work during the holidays and if I'm lucky, Form 2 too. So you see, even though it's holidays, practically, it is not to me. I still have to come back to school on several days during the holidays anyway, prefects stuff.
Until then, have fun people! Can't to see Jacob in New Moon next week!

Miss Emo: 2012 is DOOMSDAY!

2012, a movie so convincing it can make its audiences believe the end is near. Shows how ugly is mankind when it comes to money and power. They even had a black guy as the president of United States. Conclusion is, the movie's great and anticipating. I really do hope 2012 is not really the end, because I don't wanna die when I'm 17 and not even have my car license yet. But, we can only make a change if we work together as one.

The pictures says it all...

From
Roland Emmerich

The Director of
Independence Day

&


The Day After Tomorrow


Presents

2012

Life of Miss Emo...

Pizza Day
Today was yet another day for us, 2 Ungu to cook. And it was every one's favourite item, pizza! First, we, or rather the teachers in charge, made the dough using some kind of baker. Some of us were preparing the ingredients needed. For further reference so that I would not forget the recipe.

The recipe for dough:
260 grams of bread powder
16o mililiter of water
1 table spoon of yeast, sugar, milk powder
1/2 table spoon of salt
Some oil or butter

Thank god we had the mixer when we made the dough manually. Then, after doing the dough, it was adding the ingredients' time! We kept begging to put more cheese and chicken and the paste!

As a result, the pizza of 2 Ungu tastes splendid!

So, that's what happened during the day. After that at training was bad, well, not as bad as I imagined but it was still not really good.

Sir Yaw :
This Friday, our competitors will be going to Kedah during the afternoon for the competition. All the competitors please step up in front.
* All competitors stepped up*
Sir Yaw :
Who would like to wish them good luck?
And it goes on...

But, when I saw them, once again, my heart broke, disappointed at what happened. It was as though I've been abandoned. Thus, what could I do? I'm not some great champion, I'm just a girl who's getting worse at training and rotting. Still, what can I do?

Finally, I have told someone about those dark times that I wished I could erase from my mind.

I thank you for always being there for me and listened to what i had to say...
I have finally told someone about it...
And I'm glad I did...
And thank you for listening to me...
For knowing that I could trust you..

Thank you baby...
I love you

As always, I am once again disappointed. Why can't I judge people before placing my trust on them fully? Why must they disappoint me at the moment I trust them the most? Why can't they understand how hard it is for me when they disappoint me?

Why can't I, for an instance, judge before deciding? Why must I be such a fool to trust on the people whom I knew I can never trust?

So now, once again, they have ripped my trust towards them. But when? When can I ever learn how to trust and to not trust someone?

Will I ever learn?

It was again one of those days when I skipped training, even though I wanna be there, but deep down, there was a part of me that don't wanna be there.
A lot of people were telling me how emotional and unhappy my blog is. Truth is, I am unhappy. That's why I write such crappy things in this blog. Since I cannot keep a diary, I've decided to shared my thoughts with everyone, isn't that the purpose of a blog?

Since 18th of May 2009, Monday, my life had been like a roller coaster ride. Some people say I'm stupid, some people support me, but, I have never regret the decisions I've made.

I don't deny, some of the decisions I have made are not meant for me to decide, but this is my life, and I believe I have the rights to decide how it goes. Likewise, there are people who think that they are so almighty that they can decide one's life.

Although making these decisions means I have greater and more obstacles to go through, I believe, it is worth my time and strength.

As time goes by, I only hope things will be brighter and we will be on the winning side.
God bless.

Cooking Day!

Today was indeed off record. Because 2 Ungu of 2009 actually cooked! There were 5 groups, cooking nasi lemak, fried rice, fried noodles, fried bee hoon and fried kuay teow.

Preparations:
So, we were asked to wear all our aprons before entering the Bilik Masakan. Then, we came in, took the utensils that we needed. Fionne's group got two tables all for themselves! Anyway, we were given the ingredients needed, both wet and dry. Let the cooking begin!
First, we, the Holy Doughnutz, started by cutting the garlics. And Carmen, do not say you're a princess coz princesses certainly do not cook or cut garlic! Then, onions came, and first round cutting it, thank God I did not cry. Unfortunately, we boiled the kuay teow for too long so it became too soft. But, half can still be used, and we ended up cooking half kuay teow and half bee hoon.
After preparing all the ingredients, we started cooking. Chef Chandreena and Carmen were in charge of the cooking. The first dish was fried kuay teow and fortunately, it tasted yummy!
Next up, was frying the bee hoon and it tasted even better! After the cooking was done, the decorating came next. We actually put the bee hoon a Mickey Mouse shape! Felt kind of guilty for taking Vivien's group's cucumber.

Judging time:
After all the cleaning and arrangement of the food and all, it was time for judgement. The teacher told us we were the first batch of 2 Ungu who knew how to cook and gave us a big applause! We broke the record people! Conclusion is, we have indeed done a good job.

Eating time:
Yummy! The time that we have waited impatiently for has arrived! We were all snatching the orange juice that Pn. Rohayatun made coz it was so tasty! After she left, we actually made the orange juice again ourselves! After the eating, we did our folios and the day ended, with everyone looking tired yet glad.

I was glad today was a success, and nothing went wrong. We will be cooking pizza on Monday! We'll even be making our own dough or whatever you call it! Can't wait can't wait!

Kh menu..

Nice backdrop eh?

Life & Reality

Today was yet another cruel day for me. I don't know why, it seems to me that everyone around me seems to be changing a lot lately, be it their character, attitude or whatever.

Or maybe it's just because I'M the one whose changing and I just don't know it yet. Whatever it is, here is MY point of view on how my life have been lately.

At school, as usual, I'm as lonely as ever. Actually, it's not that I don't have my friends to cheer me up, I have to admit, they do a very good job at cheering me up, it's just that, it's my problem. I just feel like I don't fit in, as though I'm one of a kind. That feeling, makes me feel awkward when I'm around people. For some reasons, I feel like a complete stranger, so alien when I'm with them, and I don't know why.

Secondly, at training. As usual, people are starting to abandon me again. Frankly, I don't care about them anymore. And tonight, proved that I am totally a sore loser.
I was being the spectator as usual as I did last week, with my novel being my faithful companion. So, went in, placed my book on the table like always and went to bow to the two masters and all the seniors. Except when I wanted to bow to F.B. he ignored me so I did the same.
Then, went to toilet to wash my face and when I came out, guess what happened? My novel was nowhere to be found! Search everywhere for it and even went to look in the car, still, could not find it.
Went up and sat down, saw kor giving signals to his mum and knew at that instant my novel was with them. Could not stand it anymore, walked to the toilet and all the tears came running down. Cried and cried till I heard someone outside, so washed my face and acted like nothing happened and opened the door. Saw Jason and bowed to him and a little girl entered the toilet.
After awhile, dad gave me my book. Asked him where he found it, he said saw it on the table. Knew that my instinct was correct. Dad said not to be mad, how can I not be?

One thing I know, sports is sports. When you're down and out, nobody cares. When you're victory, people worship you.
In case you don't believe me, picture this. A champion, having just won and when she arrives at the airport, thousands and hundreds of fans cheered, welcoming her for her victory.
Another picture, that particular champion, she suffered a great loss and she came home hurt, physically and mentally. But, when she arrives at the airport, does she sees any fans welcoming her home? No, and that people, is a very sad situation.

See what I mean? But the most important thing is, no matter what life throws at us, accept it as a challenge and not a torture.

Random...

This couple T-shirts are super duper cute!

This picture simply perfect..

Yay! I got a new watch!

Thanksgiving 2009

6th November, Friday was Thanksgiving Day for the Colistrians. We had one hour recess and the school was generous enough to give us Drumstick ice cream. Sadly, I had to replace Ayesha and so I didn't get my ice cream, you owe me my ice cream Bibi!
Anyway, putting that aside, the performances were splendid. From expressing touching and meaningful messages to a band of splendid musicians, everything was splendid! The band even played a medley that included the Pink Panther and Mission Impossible theme. Then, the Fifth Formers, Sau Cheng, Krystle, Ming Yen and Denise presented the song The Call and it was superbly touching! And guess what? I have succeeded to download the song! Yay!
As a finale, we had a sing-along session with three songs, Satu Malaysia, Hijau and Heal The World.
After that, Fifth Formers were given time to personally thank their teachers and friends and the crying session finally began. Left, right and everywhere I looked were people crying, teachers or students.
However, everyone enjoyed theirselves

At last people, justice! At last, I finally know that there are people who supports me and my views. Thank you to my friends, grandma and my brother for supporting me, I wouldn't wanna let you guys down. Therefore, I will not give up five years' worth of training just because of some stupid, irrational, brainless comments. I will show him that I am not a person to underestimate. May justice prevails forever!

Training tonight? One word. Sucks. Why?

1) Fell down at school during PE so could not train.
2) Wore shorts so it would not hurt the wound, ended up being a laughing stock.
3) Got kicked out of sparring.
4) Got teased by a fucking bastard who thinks he knows everything.

Seriously, can my life at training get any worse? So I wore shorts, so what? I did not want my wound to get scratch again cause it's hurting like hell.
Wanna know what the fucking bastard said?

F.B. : Next time, why don't you wear a bikini instead?
Response : *Smiled, cursing inside*
F.B. : Sir said hot pants are not allowed, only bikinis are allowed.
Response : *Still smiling, cursing and swearing inside. Turns away*
F.B. : Wait, turn around. What's wrong with your mouth?
Response : *Turned around* Er...The skin peeled off.
F.B. : You're not supposed to put any nonsense you know? What did you put? Lipstick?
Response : Er..I don't put makeup...
F.B. : *Does a disgusting act of a whore putting lipstick*
Response : *Smile,cursing and swearing more inside*

And then, the whole class burst out laughing. And believe me people, I felt like digging a hole and burying my head in it. But, unfortunately, I can only smile and take it and hold my head up high. So I'm sensitive, so what? If you like to tease people so much. why don't just look at yourself and shut the fuck up bastard?

These are my resolutions in training:
1) Never, EVER wear shorts, hot pants, or any clothe that reveals the legs, even if you're injured really bad.
2) Train harder and shut those stuck up people who thinks their the boss of everything just because they're older and more powerful.
3) Never rest and not train anymore. It's either go and train, or stay at home.

And etc. etc. etc.

Today's PE was not what I had in mind. Fell down when we were playing and hurt my knee. Since I had nothing to do, will post my knee here..Bye bye people!

The Little Nyonya

The Little Nyonya is a 34-episode drama serial which debuted on 25th November 2008. I must say, it is a splendid drama serial.

It shows us that the world has civilized since the 1930s. Especially women during that era and this era. As a synopsis, The Little Nyonya tells the story of three generations of a Nyonya family. Besides that, it shows how women were abused by men during that time, which is a sad thing. It is as though their lives were destined to marry, be it an arranged marriage or not.

There is this girl, Huang Yuzhu, who was forced to marry a rich businessman, Robert Zhang. Long story short, she was violated by him, forced to obey his every commands without a change to speak her mind. And that people, is a terrible thing. It really saddened me that there a men like this who exists in this world. Men who think they have the right to do whatever they want to us women just because they are stronger. Fortunately, the world has changed and women now are treated as an equal.

Two other characters, Huang Juxiang and her daughter, Yueniang is what inspired people the most. Both showed that women should not be tied down by men. They believe that women have the rights to determined their lives.

It really is a great show, although a lot of people will cry watching it..

1st November, a new journey begins..

As I have promised myself, after a month of relaxing and allowing myself to delete all that I have learned, it is time to start studying and prepare myself for the three-letter exam next year.

As time pass, I only hope that I have the will to improve both in my studies and my training.