First and foremost, a very Merry Christmas and hope everyone got what they wanted for their presents this year. 

As for me, what can I say? A lot has happened since my last post on this blog. So much has changed in this new world of ailment which has found it's way to me. Sometimes, it feels like I'm Alice wondering in the big maze and falling into a burrow to discover this new world that decided to upgrade the challenges of my life to   levels harder than I could have imagined.

Nevertheless, I thank God for giving me the strength to accept this reality and to fight on this long-lasting enemy. I also count my blessings that I have been blessed to have someone by my side when I'm at my worst. Through thick and thin, you've always remained loyal by me, even when the rest of the world thinks the worst of you, you have pushed aside all those and put my needs above yours and for that my dear, I know that I have found someone who will hold my hand and be there for me until the end of time. I can only hope that those who think negatively of you will soon see how amazing of a person you really are.

Moving on to my family, I can only hope that all of them will have the faith and hope to carry on with this change. I can only hope that they will understand further about this change and not live in denial. 

Having to deal with college was even tougher than I thought. Having to deal with people itself is a dreadful task. But I am grateful that after all the drama that went down that caused my condition to worsen, it has opened my eyes to what matters most and to focus on things that matter. Also, found out who true friends really were and who are just merely acquaintances. 

Again a Merry Christmas to all and here's to hoping the year 2014 will be better than 2013. Cheers peeps. :)