Maybe...

Life gets more complicated as we move on further in life. It is as though the difficulty level of the game of life is set a notch higher as each day pass, like playing a game as you pass level by level, one step after another, each more difficult than the last, except that this game of life has not only one evil boss to defeat but several or rather, sometimes, never ending.

I do believe that what matters is not the challenges that we face each passing day, but rather the things that we learn from them, the memories, let it be happy or sad that we gain from them, the experiences that makes us a little bit tougher and maybe the most important of them all, the people that we meet along the way.

Well, people always say, no pain no gain. True as it may seem, sometimes we should just step things down a notch and relax. But of course, every single one of us faces the devil within, and by that I mean the little inner demon that I would like to call, STRESS. But does it mean that we should let it stop us from growing or from achieving more? Of course not! Everybody deals with stress diffrently in their own different ways, but that doesn't mean you should just give up and hide in a corner and cry and admit defeat. What about those who want to achieve more but can't because they're stopped by things like long term ailment?

On a second note, I've come to realise that being in a relationship isn't always lovey dovey and filled with never-ending sweet moments of romance. Or does it? Sometimes I wonder is it just me expecting too much? Or is it simply that maybe, just, maybe, you'll somehow be a better and happier person without me by your side. Like someone once said, "if you love a flower, let it be, don't pluck it or it'll die". Perhaps it's time I do the same too? Would my absence bring more happiness and less stress to you? If one day, it does, I will leave, even if it kills me, because nothing matters more than seeing that smile on your face again.