In a perfect world

In a perfect world, she would go to bed with a smile on her face and no worries in her mind but only with the sweet memories and thoughts.

In a perfect world, she wouldn't need to worry that someday he would wake up and not want to deal with it anymore.

In a perfect world, she would look flawless and be at par with him, eliminating the need for him to feel that he needs to seek out others in order to talk about things that relate to him more.

In a perfect world, she need not worry about how bad it would affect her if she went anywhere she wanted, if she were to lay on the beach the whole day, or sleep late at night.

In a perfect world, she need not worry about having thoughts so dark that the demons within have created, thoughts that even she was afraid to share with him.

In a perfect world, she need not imagine how it would be like if she just let go and surrender.

But it is not a perfect world, is it?