There's only so much time someone can afford to apologise and there's only so much time for them to be forgiven. But why is it that every time I cry alone and awake with swollen eyes in the mist of yet another day, my heart melts when you say how much I mean to you even though it's been scarred again and again.

I guess sometimes the only question is is it worth all the pain.

Why give up now?

I've always told myself to never give up and never back down no matter how difficult or tough the waves of reality hits. Even when we're sailing against the tide, we've always succeeded to pass whatever storm that hit us together, side by side. I know life is a living hell for you now, and I know you feel like the one piece of stacks that we play, the one piece that if you pull it out everything will tumble. Maybe you think that pulling that one piece out and just let everything tumble is a better solution. But why give up now? After all that we have went through why give up now? Yes I don't deny that I'm upset and hurt but I never said I'll give up on you or on us.