" It is better to love someone and get hurt than never loving someone. "

“Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.”

“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”

“One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else.”

“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.”

“Just so you know, there's a space that only you can fill. Just so you know, I loved you then, I guess I always will.”

“Just so you know, there's a space that only you can fill. Just so you know, I loved you then, I guess I always will.”

“There are four questions of value in life... What is sacred? Of what is the spirit made? What is worth living for, and what is worth dying for? The answer to each is the same. Only love.”

“It is better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than to lose that someone you love with your useless pride.”

“True Love burns the brightest, But the brightest flames leave the deepest scars.”

“When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.”

“The one who loves you will make you weep.”

“I would rather have eyes that cannot see; ears that cannot hear; lips that cannot speak, than a heart that cannot love”

“You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.”

Don't ever judge a book by its cover..

That's all I have to say, I don't have the strength anymore..

Life down the eMo lane..

First of all, greetings to all readers. And caution, it's going to be another Miss Emo post again.

Gosh, I don't even know how to start writing this post. Lately, life has been god damn harsh. Let it be on me, my friends, my family or my beloved. Indeed, 2010, the year of the almighty Tiger is certainly not an easy or jolly one. Yes, we've all been through a hell lot of problems and challenges before surviving to this very day.

But you know, all these heated atmosphere, this hating and callous attitude, I don't like it. I've been a coward lately. I miss those times. Those times when I would drop everything and take the risk, just to have fun, just to let my hair down. But now? Every time I wanna take a risk, I think of consequences, I mean, its not like I think of them, but involuntarily, they just popped into my mind.

Secondly, I owe you an apology. To my friends, I'm really sorry that I fucked up our friendship nowadays. I apologized if I've neglected you guys, and I know you guys know who you are. And to you, I'm sorry I ignored and declined your every attempt to spend time with me. I admit I've been harsh to do that, since its not easy for us to be together. I'm sorry I've turned into a coward, and curling up into a shell and shedding tears just because there isn't a solution to every problem.

Lastly, I pray to God that all of us will go through life with a strong heart. And I hope, that you and me, will be able to hold our heads up high someday. I know its hard and the path is REALLY long, but, life with you? It makes it all worth while..

Hi folks! How are the holidays coming up? To those who are having fun and letting their hair down, I'm glad you're all having fun and enjoying yourselves. However, to those who are not enjoying their holidays so much, well, your time will come kiddo.

Anyways, back to today. Miss a hangout with some of my dearest friends. Forgive me people, I'm sure you know why I can't make it. =( But, you have my word I shall be there for the event after PMR!

Went out today, watched PCK again. Have to say, although I wished a miracle would happen, I'm still glad we had a chance to go out before I bury my head in books. It was fun, and decent. Just a nice day out to let down your hair and relax.=)

Peter Pan?

Out of boredom and a slight curiosity to watch a fairy tale, I watched Enchanted again. At least for a change, Giselle falls in love with Robert instead of Edward, her so called true love. Yet, isn't it amazing to be like her? Happy endings.

I sometimes wonder how simple would life be if I was still a kid. No worries, so naive and can do anything I want without getting scolded at. Maybe that's why Peter Pan didn't want to grow up. All the adventures he can have, all the fun he would be as a boy, forever. Then again, it's impossible to stop time because in reality, we all grow up someday.

To most individuals, a week of holidays and doing nothing seem like freedom in our hands. To me? It's the time when my mind plays tricks with me the most. Only the 2nd day of holidays and I can already feel the sensation beginning. That's what holidays are to me. The time when I am sorrow's only victim. It's one and only lethal to bring me to the realm of sadness and where hope and faith does not exist.

As good as holidays are, I don't always enjoy it. Caged up like a bird, what more can I do? Staying at home thinking how lucky other individuals are for getting to go out whenever and with whoever they want. While on the same time, thinking of all those unfortunate individuals and thinking to myself how can I still complain with all that I have? Then again, nobody will ever be satisfied with what they have will they? One needs to lose something or someone before they learn to appreciate.

However, faith and hope seem so far away from me now. I can't even spend time with the one I love, how ironic, like Rapunzel, locked up in the highest tower of all not being able to see Prince Charming. The only way they can meet was for him to climb up the tower, and in the story, using her extremely long silky smooth hair. Fairy tales they're called. With happy endings every single time I watch them. But in reality, those events never took place. Why? Because fairy tales remain fairy tales no matter how hard I try to believe that they're real. I'll never be a princess.

The only thing I believe about fairy tales? True love. Yes, it does exist. It exist when you see that someone, nothing else matters. Even if you had to swim the deepest sea, climb the highest mountain to see him/her. Whenever you fight, you knew in you're heart its so silly and 10 seconds later both apologized. And when you're in his/her embrace, it feels like the time has stopped, right then and there. You felt safe, like never before and comfort whenever both of you hug. And when you lose that someone, it feels like a piece of you has been ripped off. When you miss them, its as though your heart is empty, its as though they complete your other half.

Ain't no better way to start a post than a simple greeting. Hi folks. Well, well, well, what can I say? These few days, these few weeks, have certainly not been the best of my luck. Been feeling down most of the days, most of the time.

The only bright side I can see is that :
1) Finally made my hard work paid when I got Top 5 for Forms 1,2,3. WITHOUT TUITION!
2) Got 6As for PMR trials, I know, not so good.
3) Finally got 2nd Poom.
4) Parodies are fun to watch. Key of Awesome definitely rock!

Well, I can't think of anything else. Can you? Feel free to comment.

Life's been amazingly, fantastically hard and harsh. What can I say? Life ain't easy eh? Not to say I'm a pitiful piece of shit, but, honestly? I feel abandoned, I really do. Nobody ever notice me. Not like I'm expecting paparazzi to swarm all over me. Then again, I don't blame anyone for it. What happened you may wonder, I'll tell you what happened. I became a prefect. That's what happened. Yeah yeah I know. It's an honor to be a part of the team. But sometimes, I just want my life back, just for a few days. Too bad, it's all too late. Well folks, I have no idea what to rant about anymore. It's just so bad that I simply cannot express it with words.

Adios.