I truly enjoyed myself

Tonight,I truly enjoyed myself with some of my Taekwondo friends..we went out for dinner then we went for deserts...this is the first time ever I went out till so late but,I really felt very very happy.

Hey

Hey,it's been a long time since i posted.Anyway.Merry Christmas..School is starting in a week and..I hate school..But I still have to go even if i hate it..

Honda ASIMO

Finally,I saw a REAL humanoid robot in Queensbay!The name?Of course its...ASIMO(Advance Step in Innovative Mobility)!So cute!

Nice movie!

Just finish watching 10 promises to my dog in www.crunchyroll.com.The movie was so damn touching,cried my eyes out when Socks(the dog)passed away.Good morale the story had,cherish every moment you have with the ones you love whether its people or pets because you'll never know know when will they leave you.Everyone who read this should watch the movie 10 promises to my dog.Nice movie!

Self-confidence??I don't have it,anymore...

Self-confidence...what is it???I know it means having confidence in yourself no matter what you do but,I don't think I have it anymore in me.Every time I go somewhere,I'll hear people telling me,"Hey,you know,you're a tomboy","Hey Dei,why are you so out-of-fashion","Hey,are you a girl?Because you don't look like one at all!",etc.Get what I mean?Nobody ever cares about my feelings anymore...How am I going to have self-confidence???I don't know why am I so boyish but,I just can't seem to change myself although I really want to.Whenever I see all my friends,I feel lost..into the world of my own..And one day,I hope,one day somebody will turn up and help me...

Hmmm...

Well...there's nothing much to say about today actually..Oh!There is!I PASS MY GRADING!!!I'M OFFICIALLY A JUNIOR BLACK NOW!!!!YAHOOOOOOO!!!!And I miss all my friends...Hope to see you guys soon!!!And...I'm missing him more!!!It's been a month!!

Too late to regret

I gazed out at the blue sky,while waiting for the teacher to arrive.Everyone was busy doing their own work,some were talking,doing their homework.And one particular girl was sitting at her place alone,thinking hard.Me.I once had a friend and those of you who are close to me,I'm sure you know who she is.She is the type of girl like Sharpay in High School Musical but I was of course,not like her at all.She loves shopping,spending money,etc.But I was totally the opposite of her.Still,we got along very well and we became best friends.We did everything together at school and I told her all my secrets and all my problem.But I was a fool,I thought I could change her,I tried to advised her when she did something wrong,and I know she doesn't like it.Then yesterday,all of a sudden,she started getting close to a girl,her enemy that she hates most.But yesterday,when I was about to sleep in class,I overheard her sayin something about me.Later on,my friend said that she was saying she hates me because I advised her a lot and even her mother does'nt do that.Then,at that moment I realised,nobody can change someone that easily..Unfortunately,she stopped talking to me and I too,did not talk to her.And now,I could only wish that she will not spread my secrets all over.When the teacher entered the class,the studying continued and I finally realised,it was too late to turn the clock back.What is done is done.

Crush On Him

7.30pm,I was in my Taekwondo training.I kept looking at the entrance,to see if he will come to training.Who is 'he'?Well,I had a crush on this guy who has a totally different character than I had imagined my prince charming.He is older than me,but sometimes..he's more childish than me.But,I don't mind.And did I mentioned?He was a basketball player and he is very tall(I mean for his age).But anyway,I myself don't even know when it started,my heart started to beat faster everytime he talks to me.But,he doesn't know that I like him,and I don't plan to tell him because I know nobody would like a girl like me.Its been 3 weeks since I last saw him and honestly,I MISS HIM SO MUCH!But what can I do to stop myself from missing him??Everyday,I think of him whenever my mind is blank.And everytime I'm in training,I can't help glancing at the entrance and hoping he would appear suddenly and come to training.I really miss him a lot...I hope his in good condition.