Self-confidence??I don't have it,anymore...

Self-confidence...what is it???I know it means having confidence in yourself no matter what you do but,I don't think I have it anymore in me.Every time I go somewhere,I'll hear people telling me,"Hey,you know,you're a tomboy","Hey Dei,why are you so out-of-fashion","Hey,are you a girl?Because you don't look like one at all!",etc.Get what I mean?Nobody ever cares about my feelings anymore...How am I going to have self-confidence???I don't know why am I so boyish but,I just can't seem to change myself although I really want to.Whenever I see all my friends,I feel lost..into the world of my own..And one day,I hope,one day somebody will turn up and help me...

Hmmm...

Well...there's nothing much to say about today actually..Oh!There is!I PASS MY GRADING!!!I'M OFFICIALLY A JUNIOR BLACK NOW!!!!YAHOOOOOOO!!!!And I miss all my friends...Hope to see you guys soon!!!And...I'm missing him more!!!It's been a month!!