Everyone of us has our own passion in doing something we love. May it be art, swimming, reading, dancing etc. I'm probably just blabbing here, but that's what a blog is for isn't it?

Form 4, begins a new chapter of life. New things to learn, growing older and turning into a lady day by day. Not to forget, Sweet Sixteen that only comes once in a lifetime. With the burden that I bear, no matter what, I still wanna go.

So, please, will you please stop trying to stop me from going to the one place I can feel sane? The one place that at least I have left a lil' bit more hope on changing it back to the way it was 5 years ago...

Will I Survive?

Did you ever cling your hopes onto certain people because they were your inspiration? That they were the prove that something can be done because they are the living prove? I received a shocking news today, hearing that their world was broken apart. I have looked up to them as an inspiration and most important, she was a dear friend and was always there when the road is bumpy. But now, I'm left with nothing. I feel lost. I keep asking myself will I too face the similar situation?

I've yet again succeeded in discovering the ugly side of humanity. May it be my acquaintances, my mentors, my friends or the people whom I used to respect. Everywhere I turn, there's always something that is happening. Why? Why can't everything just went back to the way they were? Why can't things went back to what they were 5 years ago? Everyone was so much more friendlier then. Everyone was treated equally, and everyone became a family. But now? All of that has turned to ashes. My question is, will the ashes turn into a phoenix? Will the rain fade and the rainbows appear?

It's only been a week since school started and already I'm in a mess. Dealing with all sorts of people every day, I am relieved to say that I am still sane. I've had words that cut me deep thrown to me, I just hope that I still survive this endeavour. Being in the top is not easy as I have come to realized. As days pass by, I find myself wondering have I made the right decision? Have I chosen the correct path to pursue?

But, at the end of the day, no matter what life throws at us, it's still our life. We decide what we are and not become who others want us to be. I just hope that at the end of the day, everything is worthwhile.

2011

First and foremost, Happy New Year to all of you.

Well, what can I say? Time really does flies. After all the hardships, it all became my memories of the year 2010. Can't deny it's it has really been tough last year. Also, sad to say that 2010 has finally come to an end.

Here's hoping all of you readers good luck for the year 2011. =)

Another miracle perhaps?

Lil Oink Oink

Though we have never met, I could see it in their eyes that you have indeed brought joy to their lives. Touching their hearts and souls in your own unique ways. Playful and annoying as they described you, as to your early morning 'talking' sessions with them, they still loved you nonetheless.

Having gone through a rough time and fighting for life till your very last breath, you are indeed a strong kitty.

Rest in peace Dino. You shall always be remembered lil Oink Oink.

Finally the date is confirmed.

23rd December.

Will it be a new beginning? Or will it be the entrance to hell?

May God bless all of us.
Know in your heart that you have done all you can.

5 years ago, I entered a place I would proudly call where I belong. I could practically say I grew up there, meeting new friends, some who are dear to me, some who have changed to someone I barely knew.

Well, I can't help but feel lost, 5 years later, when everything is hectic, people started changing, some became selfish, some changed so much you can barely tell them apart, and some, thinking they're god almighty.

If you ask me, who would I side? I would say, well, I don't know. But I really hope that this family that I have had for the past 5 years, won't just distinguish and disappear into thin air.