Have you ever felt like it was the end of world?Like what you do will never be what you want anymore?Like what you want won't truly happen anymore?Like all the bliss and happiness has gone away?Going further and further away from you?Well, that was what had happen to us, or at least, me.We tried, though we were swollen in this cruel and evil environment where the callous crowd do not care about us at all.They think we're disaster, they think we're devils.Truth is, why do you people care so much?It's not like we're committing any murder or serious crime.I don't know what happened to the once blissful environment I was in last time, all I know is that some bastards has taken that away from me and I swear I'm gonna find that back, because I've had enough and I'm tired of being a slave or as I always call it, a dog on a tight leash.I'm sick and tired of doing every single thing that you people think it's good.If it's so good, then why not just do it yourselves then?Why not try it yourselves and see how hard it is.I'm sick and tired of being bullied and kicked here and there, no more of these nonsense anymore.I'm not a little girl anymore..

Sore..TT

Wednesday training was really really very very TIRING...Okay, I know I'm being dramatic again but it is for me.First, we or me, was so happy that we didn't had to wear vest cause it's really hot and stuffy wearing it.Then, jogging as usual and someone finally join the training at last.Then later, wheel barrel, and we had to carry our partners and walk!Still okay for me though, the worst training of the night, push ups!We had to do on palm, knuckles and fingers!And even have to like knock our knuckles when we do!My hand was like aching and I had stay behind with everybody watching and have to do 10 times on knuckles and have to knock them together!Ouch!First, kor came and teach, then Jin Shan then Jason then Fook. Then finally when I finished 10, had to do another 5 on palm for sir to see!Finally got to take a break and I can barely lift a 100 plus.After break, my favourite!Strechtching exercise!And we have to do hand stand too!First time doing on the wall so freaky!And now, my arms and stomach is hurting like hell!But, last night's training was fun...Felt really blissful^^

Have you seen my childhood?Well, it just came into my mind that I start my post with this sentence *tribute to The King Of Pop*.Anyway, my childhood is filled with sweet and bitter memories.Well, today, a bunch of bad memories came flushing through my mind.So they say I'm a show off, said I'm showing off just because I'm good at studying.I admit I am showing off, I admit I do not answer when you ask me questions.But did you ever know, how much I got hurt?Both physically and mentally?And when I told you after sometime, you said why did I told you after such a long time.You know why I didn't tell you?Because I did not want to break your hearts.Every time I want to tell, something comes along and you start to forgive him. Like now, you said I must respect him, truth is I did try, but he made it worse.

One Of Those Days..

Woke up in the morning feeling fresh and happy.So happy that I didn't even complain doing housework.Everything was just fine until I realized I ran out of luck.Wanted to go out but was not allowed to, more like I wasn't allowed to go alone.One of those days when I don't get what I want.

Okay, I don't know what got into to me but...I'm addicted to cars!Some of them that I took from the internet.Thanks to my kor kor who told me their names..Bugatti Veyron, Mclaren F1...Nice huh?

Bumblebee and Camaro!

Had nothing better to do, so uploaded some photos...Nice right?

Nice movie

Just came back from Prangin with my family.Watched Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince. Kind of nice, though mum and dad don't really understand what is the story about. Well, my favourite part? Was when Ron was in the hospital and he called Hermione's name when Lavender was there saying "Don't worry Won-Won!I'm here!".So funny seeing her get mad.Hate her, stupid Lavender.Well, the sad part which is also the ending is, Dumbledore died, and for the wrong reason.