Why?Why?Why must I turn into a damn freaking emo every time I can't solve a problem or every time something unlucky happens to me,or every time something I want just don't happen?Why must I feel so bad?You wanna know why?I'll tell you why?I'm sick and tired of being a doll that potrays only good things.But,that's what I wanna be,isn't it?Truth is yes,I want to be the best.If not the best,then at least the average but not the worst.Can I ever do what I want?Can I ever show them the monster in disguise within me?Is this me?A good girl?Or a devil?I don't know..