Deidre.It means sorrowful or heart-broken.And I proved that I was meant for this name
Emo suddenly took control of me, didn't know how it happen, like a wave or tide, it suddenly came rushing through my veins.And as predicted, I exploded.Exploded to once become the monster I've dread and fear, the ugly side of me.And when the tide was gone, slowly washing away, I regret.And fell into a deep of disappointment.I tried to change, tried to breath in and out every single time I loose control,but I failed.And as a result, I have broken the heart of someone who truly means everything to me.And I'm sorry,I really am sorry..I'm a monster.I'm deidre.The heart-breaking monster